Redirecting
My brain has a strange addiction to planning. It isn't common for me to find other people my age that will plan out in advance, but that doesn't mean that I never have that feeling of shock or untidiness in my life. In fact, I'm feeling that as I'm writing this post. I always say, if I don't care, I wouldn't be saying it. Unfortunately, life doesn't come in a box tied up neatly with a ribbon. I look at life as a meal with no recipe. You don't have the steps printed out for you. The recipe is blank, and we have to create the meal for our own success; and that might mean backing up and starting over. Since the Spring of 2019, I had my life organized with how I wanted to start the new phase of my life. I followed every step meticulously, as to not ruin my plan for success. Unfortunately, that plan has fallen off the rails, and there is no repairing it. I realized after the shock value had worn off that this is a point of redirecting my path. I&#